1st of the month

It's the beginning of Sept. I can't believe it.

I still haven't gotten back to p90x or working out really. In fact I have 101 reasons not to workout. Things have been frustrating and overwhelming in general around here.

I was doing so well and then I kinda just hit a wall. I was done. I stopped and I haven't gotten back to it.

I talked to my husband about it and he said that he's not surprised. It's my all or nothing personality kicking in. He says I give 150% of everything I have and then I get so drained physically, emotionally, etc. that I wind up stopping it all together because I've exhausted myself.

What I heard was "you are a quitter" Oh course that's not what he said but it's what I heard.

I'm determined to get back to a routine and back to making time for working out.

I signed up for a running group program that starts up in about 2 wks. I hope that will kick start my motivation. In the meantime I need to figure out how to fit p90x back into my daily routine and set up some mini goals.

Honestly though lately I've just not been feeling it. I'm tired. I ache, and I just want to sleep. I need some encouragement and some prayers.